The recent Jay podcast is a real soul-opener, and good for him. In a life like Jay's, when you have a lot of irons in the fire, there's more ways to get burned. But, I don't even care what specifics lead to it, as long as he stops down now, and takes care of it. And he will. He has a good support system of people that love him. I, like many, got great laughs from JMS everyday, BUT, he needs inner peace more than I need a few giggles. Things will straighten out in time. If he still reads here....love ya Jay.